Stories in a split of a second
I was spotting for you since early this morning. But you weren't there yet. I guess I was slightly early to school today.
And then there you came. I did not look at you at all but weird enough I knew you were there already and at some point, you were looking at my direction. I wasn't and won't be sure about this though, I always trust my sixth sense because it usually does not fail. I was hoping so badly that you were in fact looking at me.
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I don't know since when but you were already standing right next to me when our leader called us to gather. I have never known how good I am at pretending to be calm and cool. I did not acknowledge to anyone, not even myself, that you were standing there by my side, so near, yet too far at the same time.
I wonder if you came closer to me on purpose. But I thought maybe just by chance you were standing there next to where I was. I tried so hard not to think of anything about you because I would get butterflies in my stomach and I would need to run to the washroom. I thought I did well to control my mind just then.
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I was walking out of the Ward with y 2 other girl friends when all of the other members were already out there waiting for us for a short briefing just before everyone left. I was walking in front of my girls so I already noticed you from far. But I did not look at your direction at all because I might just get things messed up. But when I was approaching to where you and your friends were standing, my eyes went haywire and at that split of moment I did not know where to let my eyes fall on. So I had them met yours accidentally. But I reacted fast enough to move my eyes away from you. I felt a twist in my stomach just a few seconds after that, when I saw you in your eyes. I realized I have not really looked at your face properly. Then, my heart raced as if it was going into atrial fibrillation anytime. I haven't realized how sensitive it could be to me. And I have not realized until then, that I actually never really looked into your eyes before.
I only always notice your presence and acknowledge myself of that.
One fine day, you might just say hello to me, and we might start a new conversation. I might be waiting for that day to come but meanwhile, I'll just have to pretend that I don't know you at all. Maybe, I really don't know you at all.
After all, it might just be my mistake. You probably never saw me before.
But, I wondered too, will we be friends? Or, can we?
And then there you came. I did not look at you at all but weird enough I knew you were there already and at some point, you were looking at my direction. I wasn't and won't be sure about this though, I always trust my sixth sense because it usually does not fail. I was hoping so badly that you were in fact looking at me.
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I don't know since when but you were already standing right next to me when our leader called us to gather. I have never known how good I am at pretending to be calm and cool. I did not acknowledge to anyone, not even myself, that you were standing there by my side, so near, yet too far at the same time.
I wonder if you came closer to me on purpose. But I thought maybe just by chance you were standing there next to where I was. I tried so hard not to think of anything about you because I would get butterflies in my stomach and I would need to run to the washroom. I thought I did well to control my mind just then.
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I was walking out of the Ward with y 2 other girl friends when all of the other members were already out there waiting for us for a short briefing just before everyone left. I was walking in front of my girls so I already noticed you from far. But I did not look at your direction at all because I might just get things messed up. But when I was approaching to where you and your friends were standing, my eyes went haywire and at that split of moment I did not know where to let my eyes fall on. So I had them met yours accidentally. But I reacted fast enough to move my eyes away from you. I felt a twist in my stomach just a few seconds after that, when I saw you in your eyes. I realized I have not really looked at your face properly. Then, my heart raced as if it was going into atrial fibrillation anytime. I haven't realized how sensitive it could be to me. And I have not realized until then, that I actually never really looked into your eyes before.
I only always notice your presence and acknowledge myself of that.
One fine day, you might just say hello to me, and we might start a new conversation. I might be waiting for that day to come but meanwhile, I'll just have to pretend that I don't know you at all. Maybe, I really don't know you at all.
After all, it might just be my mistake. You probably never saw me before.
But, I wondered too, will we be friends? Or, can we?
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