The Pacinian corpuscle

I need to take care of health.no more cravings for sweet stuffs and unhealthy foods. 5% of diabetic patients in Malaysia is made up of young adults aged 20 to 25. I don't want to contribute to the number.I'm sure I have better things to do. After exam on 4th of january, I'm going to work out and regain self confidence.

亲爱的，今天是不是夜晚熬夜呢。

This is the least amount of work I have to tackle in the coming two weeks. I have to equip myself with full confidence, perseverance and faith so that I can triumph over the challenges that would prove me a better, more competent and capable person. Yes.the official time to begin the battle starts. All the best. Take a deep breathe and always remind yourself : do what you really want to expect the best desired outcome. With much love,ym.

I'm highly irritable now.I'm angry, disappointed and suffocated with most of the things around me including myself. I am aware of my feelings.and I see the changes that im experiencing.but I never ask why because I know it might be part of the symptoms. I hate the people living across my unit.and the people who never stop the drilling works.i could not stand the noise which was once so hardly noticeable to be angry at.i hate the kids who scream and wail like the world is going to end soonand they would never see their mothers anymore.my housemate irritates me by burning part of the handle if a cooking utensil.ashes were flying all over the place. I could not focus on my work.i feel useless.i could not decide what I wanted to do, until I calmed myself down and I did not manage to do a thing because it was all too late. Tomorrow is unknown.and I feel so insecure.what is so worrying now? I hope I get over it soon.i hope I can enjoy my work again.

Is it another failure?is it another proof or reassurance that that's the reason I can't move on well with life? I walked pass dr.y at de brio after I've got myself food.he was siting there alone but I decided to walk pass him and sat at a table behind his.i had a flick of thought that I should approach him and talk to him.he is a nice lecturer and I am sure i have lots of things to learn from him.but why did I let go the chance? Like I wouldn't appreciate it at all? The next minute I imagined myself as a miniaturized puppet isolated by myself from the crowd.i don't know what and why.i always ask myself what I wish to do and how I want it to be when I can't make a decision.so I asked myself, but I couldn't find an answer.why didn't I go for it? What was the thing that I was so concern about? What stopped me from approaching a friendly and knowledgeable lecturer? have I been such a coward all this while? I imagined myself attending counselling classes b

这个周末比较特别，因为我决定好好对待自己的味蕾。虽然卡路里很高，但是我依然毫无顾忌地给自己点了想品尝的咖啡和香蕉蛋糕。 一个人坐在那里，一口一口咀嚼咖啡里加入的可可片，我看着窗外喝咖啡的人们。有的人在抽烟，有的跟友人在谈笑风生。咖啡上的泡沫夹着浓厚的鲜奶味儿，渗入味蕾的片刻，幸福指数毅然翻倍。 温书假很快就要开始了。这杯浓郁的咖啡芬香带给我即便只是片刻的兴奋，我也将带着这样的心情，迎接更多即将来临的挑战。 看着隔着玻璃窗外吸烟的女人，我想 她的更年期是不是会提早到来啊？吸烟的爸爸，在孩子面前就不能控制烟瘾吗？ 这个星期日，见证了要发疯地啃书的起跑点！加油！

雨后的夜晚，我在感受生命的体验。 昨日无法入眠的时光，令人懊恼，烦躁，深感无奈。 明日的早晨我将付诸于行动，让单调的周末增添生命的色彩。 美丽的夜晚，我即使看不见月亮温和的光晕，却也可以感受到生命的真实。 接下来的日子，要好好加把劲了:D The Pacinian corpuscle http://paciniancorpuscle.blogspot.com/