Jan 2023
Such an overwhelming day today. Time flies like an arrow. Little did I realise it is already the last day of January. New year Eve of 2022 has long passed and Chinese New Year is ending soon; they felt like yesterday. Therefore, it's been 8 months since I joined Psychiatry in this new work place. Learning curve has been flattening and I am feeling moody on days when I feel I can't get enough learning. Let me come back to the point. Everything that happened today has put me in a position that I had to settle almost all of it on my own. Retrospectively, I was panicky and I found my voice trembling. To be honest, I was never left in such a helpless situation. I was in great despair for a short while from all the remarks I received from my superior during the aftermath. It made me think through a lot of things and I felt like my mind is in action again, after such a long time. I had to speak to my friends. They made my voice tremble more because they reminded me that I was not