another new starting point
May of 2022 just slipped through our hands like grains of sands. When I just came to realise it, it was over. 2 months in a new department came to an end. Twas a great surprise when I found out I got into the parallel pathway program. Mixed feelings - more anxious, worry driven by the vast unpredictabilities of the new work place, with some sadness as I thought I finally found some friends at work, also a little excitement about the program, meaning i've progressed a little to my 'dream'. Apostrophes because I do not intend to describe becoming a specialist as a dream of mine. Multifactorials: It is feasible. Dreams are for achievements that are far from reality. But, also, to me as a current 3rd batch contract medical officers of this country, the future has too much unpredictabilities, too much insecurities, so much that I have started to numb myself from all these things that are beyond my control. Therefore, the future is variable. It is dynamic, even my goals and &