Suffering Me to Know
Suffering. What is that all about? Throughout these past 2 weeks, I have been in search of my inner self through this selective course with the title Suffer Me to Know, i.e. simply Let me Know. What is suffering to me? Everyone suffers and without suffering, life is meaningless. Suffering makes us realize how good our lives are, when we have little to suffer. Several workshops and lectures were given but I feel that I am farther and farther away from my inner self. I have been in search of it, but along the way, I realize it has become stranger than it had been. Since moving back to Vista just 4 days back, and 1 day ago since Mum who accompanied me home went back to Ipoh, I have been conquered by a sense of loss and helplessness. I was reluctant to come back to reality. That is always the bad part of going home for more than over a weekend. I never knew I have such a weak heart, not till I came here to study, although just about 100 miles away from home. And now I am stil