Coming back to my senses, hopefully
This is a year of changes. From adapting to covid pandemic new work/life, to changing from a respiratory medical based work environment to an all new department in 2 different new places. I think I am surviving. Being in this field it makes us think about emotions a lot. Perhaps because that is what we deal with from time to time. We tend to magnify tiny emotions. While paying too much attention to emotions of others, we sometimes tend to overlook our own emotions. I kind of, have been ignoring my own feelings. Or, another possible circumstance is that I have been letting my subconscious self to guide my ways of dealing with things. Over the past decade I have changed a lot. From being the most so-called high achiever while I was in primary and high school, I have evolved into a person, perhaps from a Type A personality to a Type B, i.e. a more laid back, relaxed kind of attitude towards things. Now when I think about it, my productivity perhaps has reduced much but I take care of