Day 5 in a sea of peculiarities
5 days into this new department, and day 3 of working. Yet I am already feeling so much of awkwardness and pecularities in the air, amongst the human beings. I have only clerked a handful of patients myself yet I am hearing so many things. Weird things that I did not know existed back then when I was in my previous department. I am being spied. This one single person in my team who is constantly reminding me to 'be careful' of someone. And another sending me texts to say how depressed many of them were in the past 1 year and this has resulted in a number of people leaving the place. Wow. Am I Nancy Drew? or Conan. Am I supposed to figure this puzzle myself? I am bad at puzzles. And I don't enjoy it much. I could trust no one. That's the conclusion I drew. I don't know if I am being helped, or manipulated. I hate to judge but analysing is a habit of mine and I can become very sensitive to things that happen around me, that is, if I allow myself to sense it. I t