Hi dear, how are you today?
I was on-call this evening and I enjoyed hard. I thought if you were to be here within my vicinity, I might be able to stay up fresh for a longer period and be all excited throughout the night.

But you weren't there at all. I wonder if you have gone home to spend time with your family over the weekend.

I didn't see you a lot too today. And I realized I could not ignore my fondencies. I just realized today how much I missed seeing you around.

I like seeing you smile. It gives me strength and it makes me happy whenever I am not in the mood. In fact, knowing your presence would make my day.

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When I close my eyes and I see you, I will smile for a very long time.

Sometimes I wonder if you look at me too. And if you would smile when you think of me. 
Sometimes when I tried to check out where you were in the wards, I thought you were looking for me too, somewhat. 

But sometimes when I tried to talk to you, you'd never let the conversation carry on for a longer time.
I thought I was going so crazy about you but in front of you I have not shown any of my feelings. I tried to behave so that I won't look like a psycho and you might run away from me.

I thought we could be better friends, rather than just normal batchmates, groupmates and wardmates. 

Maybe, I was hoping, that that day would come sooner.

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