A good start of the week

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It's been a while since the last time I woke up and felt energetic like today.
In fact I woke up before the alarm started ringing. 
I drove to the clinic alone today but I did not turn on the radio. I was listening to my own breathing and the sounds of car engine working. The weather is good so I thought it would be such a waste if I don't keep myself cheerful for the rest of the day.

I spoke out aloud saying that I'm beautiful. And I will not miss a chance for learning. 
I have been always wanting to do this till today that no one else was sitting in my car so that I could do it as loud as I want. It's said that it works for most people because it makes magic happen. I wanted to see whether it does the same to me as well.

Well, I guess it worked magic to me as well because the first thing I did when the session with Dr.V started, I volunteered myself to take in the first patient. I did not want hesitation in learning. It went pretty well although I did not really get the chance to take the full history. The rest of the day was great. I went for lunch with one of my groupmates for the first time at one of my favourite places. We had some chatting which was good because I got some things sorted out finally. In the afternoon, I had a chance to present the case which I took in the morning. Every thing was so impromptu but I think I coped well. I'm glad I am the kind of person free from I attacks. 

That sums up my day and I want to make sure that the rest of this semester turns out as great as today.

PS I'm going back home on the coming 25th. I can't wait to see Mum, Dad and Brother. But before that, let get things done!

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