Today

Today

I'm feeling sleepy

I'm feeling tired

I'm feeling motionless

I'm miserable

Today

is the most quiet Friday ever

I couldn't catch hold of my friend again

I lost her

And I couldn't find her

I am filled with uncertainties

What has happened?

I do not know.

What have I done wrong?

I do not know.

What is wrong with her?

I do not know.

Maybe, I am too sensitive. 

Maybe not.

Maybe I have done something that make her lost faith of me.

Today

I am filled with emptiness.

too gloomy to describe in words.

My dear friend

Why don't you speak up?

Are you angry? Are you sad? Are you stressed out?

I am here for you all the time.

I have ears that listen

and shoulders to lean on.

But why

I feel sad

because you did not come to me.

Please prove me wrong,

that you are just not in the mood. And that nothing is wrong. But no, how can a person becomes so quiet all of a sudden. All that I sensed is uncertainties. Where are you, my dear.

It hurts. Somehow. Although I did not ask you why. Because I know you will keep everything to yourself. 

I did not want disappointment. Because I am, too, sometimes fragile. 

My dear friend, I would miss your laughter and I hope you become cheerful once more.

PS I don't like drama. So I tend to be relatively insensitive to emotions. I sensed them, but I have a tendency to ignore them. Because I don't like things to get complicated. Simple is beauty. And I enjoy the art of beauty being simple. 

Say no to drama.