The new System to come. Here I come.

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Hello peeps. Here I am again, back to the little nest of my own, in Bukit Jalil where I'd work hard to build my sandcastles.

Exam has just ended for a few days and the official holidays for Hari Raya would not begin until after I have started a fortnight of the Gastrointestinal System. I admit I have had so much fun for the past few days though. Do not ask me what it is going to be about but I think there'd be much more anatomies to learn because I am going to a lot about our organs.

Right now I feel a little tiredness with a tint of anxiety. Tomorrow is the day when I begin a brand new system of which I know nothing yet. But this time a little different is there. Only those who made it through the exams can proceed to the third semester but results would not be announced until this Friday. Ahh. I have to pass the exam because I so badly want to become a doctor! I promise I am going to strike much harder and learn smarter. So please, let me pass! ( Sigh, I always say this after the exams but I keep my promises too.)

I have so much to do. So much to learn. So much to read.

I must set new targets and responsibilities. I must take better care of myself. I have to speak up more, and make more friends. I have to create memories of my university life and turn them into a drawing block of a myriad of colours.

Sigh. I must lose weight. I feel like dying whenever I look at the mirror. I can't remember since when I have had this terrible feeling but no, I'm serious. I have to do something. I want to wear mini skirts and sleeveless!! awh =(

Next, studies studies and studies. Please study smart and hard. Do not study like a cow or a dog. You have better things to do. So do not spend all the time with the notes. Spend time with more people too. PR is super-duper important, said Dad.

Okay, health is better than learning. I think Thomas Jefferson said that, can't be sure though. But yes, I have to take care of my health. Go swimming everyday please. And please do not plan without working on it. Start from tomorrow morning. And believe it that going for a swim everyday replenishes my energy for a more efficient outcome.

OK. YM Chan. You're born a pacinian corpuscle. So live it. Work things out. Stop talking. Stop bull-shitting.

You are the best, my dear.



May you be blessed throughout the new semester!!


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