A brand new start of the Respiratory system
It's already one week past May before I could realise, which also means that I have not blogged for the past one month. awh =( But this might be a good sign, because I usually think of blogging when I feel like I am in great need of writing to either suppress my anxiety or to neutralize mood-swings.
Tomorrow is the first day of a new system -- The Respiratory System.
Well, last week was a one whole week of heavenly life where I have totally lost my mind to food and, the bed. I really had a great time with dad, mum and brother. They are truly wonderful people, who are also the only people so far who are able to let me give up on my plans willingly. Because nothing can replace the precious time spent with them. All I want to do now is to shout at them that I thank them so much for the past one week, tolerating my laziness but instead treating me like an Arabian princess.
So, starting tomorrow, it's going to be a brand new week, brand new month and a brand new system to learn. I am going to strike hard, work really hard, no excuse for not skipping notes at all, play hard, spend my time with really meaningful activities and people. I know it's going to be hard. Nothing is easy anyway. But what matters most is the way I treat my life and how I plan my work and eventually work them out. I am going to treasure every moment starting from tomorrow morning, my very first session -- CSU. Everything is going to be fine. And I am going to learn well, and be a person who always want to learn more -- new things and new people, friends, and nice people.
The second system of my second semester in the medical school -- it is going to be fun. I have no freaking idea, but I reckon I am going to have fun. I am going to make it as fun as possible because anyhow I have to conquer it.
Remember what I learnt in the last few Mindfulness meditation classes?
Always remind yourself that you have to appreciate yourself no matter how the outcomes would be. And with a mindful of positive intentions and a vision of what I am going to fulfil and make come true, everything is going to be fine!
No worries, dear.
Because I love you, always.
Even when nobody else on Earth loves you anymore ( although this is pretty impossible for now, at least....because I am so darn adorable!!)
Ouch** Narcissism stop it..!!
All the best, good luck my dear =)
Tomorrow is the first day of a new system -- The Respiratory System.
Well, last week was a one whole week of heavenly life where I have totally lost my mind to food and, the bed. I really had a great time with dad, mum and brother. They are truly wonderful people, who are also the only people so far who are able to let me give up on my plans willingly. Because nothing can replace the precious time spent with them. All I want to do now is to shout at them that I thank them so much for the past one week, tolerating my laziness but instead treating me like an Arabian princess.
So, starting tomorrow, it's going to be a brand new week, brand new month and a brand new system to learn. I am going to strike hard, work really hard, no excuse for not skipping notes at all, play hard, spend my time with really meaningful activities and people. I know it's going to be hard. Nothing is easy anyway. But what matters most is the way I treat my life and how I plan my work and eventually work them out. I am going to treasure every moment starting from tomorrow morning, my very first session -- CSU. Everything is going to be fine. And I am going to learn well, and be a person who always want to learn more -- new things and new people, friends, and nice people.
The second system of my second semester in the medical school -- it is going to be fun. I have no freaking idea, but I reckon I am going to have fun. I am going to make it as fun as possible because anyhow I have to conquer it.
Remember what I learnt in the last few Mindfulness meditation classes?
Always remind yourself that you have to appreciate yourself no matter how the outcomes would be. And with a mindful of positive intentions and a vision of what I am going to fulfil and make come true, everything is going to be fine!
No worries, dear.
Because I love you, always.
Even when nobody else on Earth loves you anymore ( although this is pretty impossible for now, at least....because I am so darn adorable!!)
Ouch** Narcissism stop it..!!
All the best, good luck my dear =)
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