pray hard strike hard MULTIFOCI GAGA

I feel butterflies in my stomach. It isn't pleasant at all.

It is the 2nd week of my CVS and I'm suffering the first pms syndrome. To make it clearer, I'm simply having mood swings, which is merely a waste of time, and, it only becomes worse. And so, after taking a hot shower, hoping that it would help a bit although it didn't at all, I decided to spend another quarter of hour to write this blog. I hope it would help. please.

There are 3 lectures tomorrow. And I've only printed one. I COULDN'T ACCESS E-LEARNING PORTAL -- AT THIS CRITICAL TIME. I hate it. But partly it should be my fault because I usually print it or at least download it 2 days or more in advance. I must do pre-reading before the lectures!! Because I'm a dumby I would never get what the lecturer is trying to say if I do not. =( one big reason why it leads to mood swings.

Next, I had two lectures on DRUGS today. They aren't tough at all. ( I really think so.) But there are a lot. I didn't mean to become an ostrich. I never want to repeat the freaking mistake. I can never afford to runaway ANYMORE. NOT EVEN ONCE. So I faced it. But I couldn't. Somehow. I don't know what's going not right. But I'm trying very hard. So I put it aside, reassuring to myself more than 10 times that I MUST GO BACK TO THEM ASAP!!!! I really must go back to them. I can't afford to skip any notes, not even a slide. So, that makes up the 2nd reason for the syndrome.

Physiologically, I think I had too much carb today. Usually I only have one meal for dinner. But today, somehow I ended up eating SOMETHING in an interval of three hours OR LESS. omg. EPIC FAIL. So I guess there is some indigestion going on in my stomach which makes me feel like pre-puking. AWH. That is really really UNPLEASANT.

Tomorrow's gonna be a great day. I'm going to strike hard for it!!!!!

And, no more running away from any sort of problem. Always keep track of what you are doing, what you planned, going to plan, not planned etc. You need MULTI-FOCI =) =) =) =)

Laughter is the best medicine yea?? =) =) =) =) =)

Be happy. That should be the final WARNING.