The Pacinian corpuscle

#Last 3 weeks in BJ campus So, what should I do now? There are tonnes of work that I think I should do but none is being done.  Study break has started but I am too looking forward to starting the next semester in Seremban that I don't think I have been putting enough focus on what I should do.  I think I have been too easily distracted -- by stories around me, and by the impossibilities that would most probably not happen on me.  And now finally I think I should sit down, calm myself down, and start thinking about myself more.  It's the final exam that I will take before I leave Phase I, which means I cannot afford to fail it too. Now I have 2 weeks and 6 days left, I have to plan every single thing properly, like how I did for the past exams, with no failure.  Stay firm. I should not be distracted by any form of emotional activities. Be it regarding me or anyone around me, even my very best friend. Although I do not have one at the moment,...

You know that you need an exclusive moment for yourself when you don't like your feelings and when you are sure that what is going on is not what you like to see. Right now this feeling is private and it should only be within yourself. Sometimes, you don't even want to open it up to your own self. That is how private it is to me. It's been a while since I last had this terrible feeling of disliking someone who I used to get along pretty well. Maybe I was lucky enough that I don't have to go through all these emotions again. Well, maybe a third party might think that it is after all my problem of being to sensitive to things that happen around me. They are meant to be good things that bring happiness but somewhat or somehow, especially when I react slower than others, my mind tend to take a longer time to accept the sudden changes. It is morally impolite to mention this here as it might cause tragedy if it went public. So I shall just focus on me - My thoughts, and h...

For some time I think I have been a little passive in the ways I think of myself in life. So many questions that came to my mind subsided. Maybe it's because there are more important things to figure out at the moment; maybe I was distracted by more interesting topics. I have been doing a variety of things in my last semester in Bukit Jalil. From the beginning, I had a Selective module over a period of 3 weeks. It was the best time I had in the past 2 years in the university. That's because I chose a humanity topic for the module. I was totally excited and glad to have had the chance to get to know more about humanity. I think it is such an important topic for persons like us, medical students and later on, medical doctors, or even pathologists who will be dealing with life and death in the future. If I were given a second chance to choose a Selective topic, without doubt, I will still opt for one related to humanity. After 3 weeks of that, I went to Batu Pahat hospital f...